fuck all the bullshit. i'm done being negative about stuff when it does or doesn't happen. my confidence has diminished greatly over the years because i let certain people bring me down and keep me down. i picture things different, but i can't let that stop my flow. the sad truth is that things change. that doesn't mean they can't change for the better. i've been through so much in my life. so many laughs and so many tears. it made me who i am. i'm emotional. i know that. i don't regret being that way. everybody needs a shoulder to lean on. the shoulder i expected to be there wasn't anymore and i was falling ever since. i know things will work out. i also know none of this matters if my family isn't living right. they'll always come first. they struggled right there with me. i'm just the one that complains about it lol. i lived the fast life since i was 15. nobody could tell that kid anything. by 17, i had the juice. but i'm not that kid anymore. i listen now. my way didn't work. if it did, i wouldn't stress the way i have over the years. my potential been through the roof. watch what i do with it in the coming years. so smile, you fuck niggas.. while you can. people been heard i'm back. i'm buzzin'. get familiar. fredo. you already know thooooo!!! either love me or leave me alone!!! i'ma be happy regardless. i believe =]